today is one of those days that had my mind spinning in too many directions at once to have any clarity about which angle i should face to deploy my energy.
i’ve preloaded two separate posts and ditched them because i could feel myself forcing definitive words onto ideas that are only half-formed at best.
so i chose to step back. i chose to reflect. to allow my thoughts to mature.
but that doesn’t mean i will allow myself to be frozen into inaction. i will push through this. i will sleep on my thoughts and dream then into submission. and then i will submit them.